Putting on a swim suit is WAY out of my comfort zone (notice I'm wearing shorts in my own backyard). But I made a promise to myself to try REALLY hard to not let my insecurities interfere with, well, LIFE after Harlie was born. I want to experience life with her, not just as an observer, but as an active participant. Much of my young adult life, I watched from the sidelines, comfortable watching, and living vicariously though my friends.
The rewards I reap from moments like this far outweigh the fear and anxiety in the end, but the challenge is making that initial jump, that leap of faith. My hope is that if I do it often enough, for long enough, that someday it won't seem like a jump at all.
I'm proud of you, mama! Your words resonated with me...I know exactly where you are coming from. This picture of you with your daughter is precious and you look beautiful.
ReplyDeletewhat a gorgeous picture! I made the same commitment when I had Olivia, I haven't fully acheived my goal, but having girls makes me even more determined to teach them the value of fully enjoying life. You are a fabulous mommy!
ReplyDeleteThis is a BEAUTIFUL photo of you and your little girl. You have really blossomed since Harlie was born, Erin. You should be proud.
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